So the spontaneous bitchification of all my ex-ladies continues unabated. From what I can gather from the situation, they were all just putting up with my obnoxious personality and in-your-face humor, possibly because I'm just so damn sexy, or possibly because it was easier. Either way, it seems yet another friendship is slowly and painfully making it's way toward the end. Wonderful. Interestingly enough, on this scale, my best relationship to date would be the one with Aubrey, which I considered for a long time to be merely something I did because I was feeling cocky enough to put the moves on her. That and to make fun of Joe. That is always worth doing almost anything. But anyway, this post will continue the up and down nature of my blog over the last few weeks. It seems I am not allowed to have more then one or two happy posts in a row. That would just not be okay. As we all know (or don't, whatever) this will hardly be the last discussion about this subject, since I am just too damn stubborn to give up, and I still place at least a little value in the year or so that we spent together. Anyway, I have to get ready for performance, so I'm going to go put on some fancier pants and look over my lines, I just had to get this down before the damn IRS kicks in and rationalizes things away to the point of not being able to explain them properly.