So here we are. It is four in the morning again, some crappy music is droning on in the background, and a sliver of cigarette smoke drifts past my eye. What am I doing? Who knows. I mean, seriously. No idea. Tried to sleep, doesn't seem to work out most of the time. Although, being awakened last night was nice, because I got to talk to my relatives in Germany, which I haven't had a chance to in a long time, and they mentioned how I hadn't been over there in forever, and I agreed. So there is the possibility of me going to Germany this summer, but who knows, I gotta earn some paper first. That is my task for tomorrow, find gainful employment. Spent the last bit of my cash today. So it's either off to the plasma bank, or off to cooking up country style chicken. Neither comes across as very appealing I know, but options are limited. Or at least that is how it looks. Summer could bring new prospects. Onward and upwards. Improvement is the goal. Change, evolve, all that good jazz. The day begins now and continues onward until something is done, or (and this is much more likely mind you) I'm just gonna pass out sometime around noon tomorrow. Of course, I can't do that because I'll be sitting around in classes all day, since wednesday is the long day. Ah well. Oh, also, anyone who talked to me on AIM in the last few years can rest easy, I have lost the logs of those conversations. History thrown away, with one keystroke. Enjoy anonymity.